I want to scream. My ex is seriously harrassing me at this point and I can’t take it anymore. He’s fucking insane and when I even bother telling him to leave me alone I get these ridiculous responses about how I’m mean and shitty and being intentionally hurtful when really it’s like, no???? No! Goddamn it I don’t need this. I want to sleep. I want to cry between his shit, work, my anxiety, not drinking, drinking, eating shit food
I’m on the verge of a mental breakdown and I’m worried I’ll do something drastic if I don’t get a fucking break soon. I’m just tired of it all. I want to go far away and be somewhere new and erase everything old.